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Destroyed, burnt all bridges with you,
I didn't light the match but I added the fuel,
Stay away, stay away with all that toxicity,
You poisoned the well, bit the hand that fed you today.
You try to ruin lives,
Struck with the snake eyes,
You'd do any thing,
To get where you need to be.
Double crossed all my friends,
You got inside their heads, made them question everything.
Double crossed all my friends,
You got inside their heads and made them question everything.
You got inside their heads, made them question everything.
I am everything you always wanted to be,
You were and always will be nothing, you see.
A stain, a waste of time to me,
That's why you're miserable and deceiving.
Weave your way in, get to get what you want,
Hurting people without flinching, yeah you think that's fun,
Look around, who the fuck stands by your side,
All alone and I know you cry at night.
Yet you don't change, I don't think you will,
Old habits die hard and for you that's a thrill,
So waste away all alone, I don't want you anymore,
Showed me what you're like behind closed doors.
Your real face, your true colours,
Your real motives fooled the rest,
But I know what you're like and one day I think they might.
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Weighed Down
03:43
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Lost direction, I don't know where to go,
Its dark, I'm cold and I've got no place to call home.
I'm a deadbeat, I'm wasting so much time,
I got these vices following and they're so close behind.
They bring me comfort even though I'm fucked up,
I'm never gonna make you proud, I've only messed things up,
I've lost some friends in the past, I've made some new ones on the way,
Some are afraid of these demons residing in my brain.
So many paths to choose to in this life,
But it seems ill never make up my mind,
One good vibe for 1000 bad habits,
I'm really losing the time.
Weighed down, its getting harder to breathe,
Weighed down, I just wanna scream.
Weighed down, its getting harder to breathe,
Weighed down, I just wanna scream.
Weighed down, I don't care what you say,
Weighed down, I'm doing this my own way,
Isolated love is tragedy,
Weighed down, I'm losing my sanity.
Somebody pull me out,
Pull me out.
Get me out, get me out, get me out of my head.
I cant rest, I can't sleep and its happening again.
Weighed down, I don't care what you say,
Weighed down, I'm doing this my own way,
Isolated love is tragedy,
Weigh down, I'm losing my sanity.
I'm not listening, why do you even speak,
Your lies will no longer pierce through me,
I've gone crazy, I've heard it enough.
Manipulation speaking in tongues.
Thoughts rushing through my mind,
I'm tired all damn the time,
Trying to take whats mine,
I'm so lost, I'm so lost.
In the empty space,
Lost in time, no escape,
I've lost my mind,
I've lost my mind.
I cannot think straight,
Look at this mess you've made,
Are you happy now,
I'm cowering on the ground.
Don't know who's a real friend,
Or the ones that are fake,
You were a mistake,
You were a mistake.
Don't come crawling back to me,
You ruined everything.
Look at the mess you've made,
So get the fuck away.
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Pessimistic
03:43
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I'm fucking stuck,
Trapped in a cage with a broken key,
I'm on a low and I'm spiralling,
This time I don't think I can make it free,
Of my own self induced misery.
Pessimistic king I'm running low on empathy,
I don't care for much as you can see,
Never gonna make it home,
Never gonna make it on my own.
Codeine sipping the self infliction trying to survive but my faith keeps slipping,
I'm a lost boy, a lost cause,
Just trying to numb these suicidal thoughts.
I keep screaming, pleading,
Find me a way out I cant keep living.
Screaming, pleading,
Find me a way out I cant keep living.
So come with me feed into implicitly,
Let it take you down here with me,
Where we are kings even if we don't wanna be.
A waste of time, blurry vision losing my mind,
I really tried, really tried, really tried,
Tie the rope, hang me out to dry,
Out to dry.
Don't you cry, don't you cry,
I've lived my life as someone I've despised.
Don't you cry, don't you cry,
I've lived my life as someone I've despised.
Blank disguise, the truth is hidden in in these lies
That I'm fine, that I'm fine, that I'm fine.
Don't worry about me, I'm alright, I'm alright.
Truth is I'm hurt, I'm dying.
Truth is I'm hurt, I'm dying.
Truth is I'm hurt, I'm dying.
Truth is I'm hurt, I'm dying.
Truth is I'm hurt, I'm dying.
Truth is I'm hurt, I'm dying.
Truth is I'm hurt, I'm dying.
Truth is I'm hurt, I'm dying.
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Victim
03:33
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Keep walking around with your head held high,
Keep pretending everything will be just fine,
We've all seen the games they played,
We'll be cleaning up the mess you made.
I guess I saw this coming,
It's all so clear now.
It's sick but you must enjoy it,
Living in fear now.
Lets keep on turning pages,
Hoping something will go your way,
Please stop your crying now,
We don't care what you have to say.
Trust me I've known for months,
This is not one to trust,
Just a snake behind your back,
You both just hide behind the facts.
I guess I saw this coming,
It's all so clear now,
It's sick but you must enjoy it,
Living in fear now.
Keep playing the victim,
Its all you've ever known,
Take me for granted,
The sorrow will show.
Keep playing the victim,
Its all you've ever known,
Take me for granted,
The sorrow will show.
Violence,
Violence,
Violence,
Violence.
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In Solitude
05:40
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What the fuck do you expect me to feel,
Losing sight, losing grip of what is real,
The voices in my head, yeah they want me to play,
But I'm so sick, I'm deranged.
Tossing and turning I cant get any sleep,
My eyes are burning, they are burning I need some relief,
Waiting to snap it and it could happen at any moment,
I'm sorry for what I'll do, I really can't control it.
Run right now while you still have time,
Its okay, I'll deal it with alone, I'll be fine.
It's sick, it's twisted, the demons that live inside,
Clawing their way up infecting my mind,
Suicidal thoughts at the age of thirteen,
They've always been with me, I guess that makes them family.
I've tried to run, tried to hide, shut them out with pills,
Burnt myself, cut myself for a cheap thrill,
My mother knows I'm trapped with self destructive tendencies,
I cut myself just to feel anything.
Spiralling into a hole,
I've made this mess on my own.
So deep I've mad it my home.
Pills in my drink keep going until I cant think,
Try to silence the noise but it always there.
Always there.
Everyone I've known always leaves, turn around and run,
Its not worth it here, dragging down the ones I love,
Just trying to gasp for air, a tiny breath,
I'm sorry, I'm trying, I'm doing my fucking best.
Friends come and go, I understand that's life,
But what am I meant to do when I'm alone all the time.
Wake up, nothing to look forward to,
The dreaded feeling of being in solitude.
Spiralling into a hole,
I've made this mess on my own.
So deep I've mad it my home.
Pills in my drink keep going until I cant think,
Try to silence the noise but it always there.
Always there.
This is the last straw, I've been trying to long,
Pushing forward day by day writing how I feel in my songs.
No one notices or if they do they don't care,
So I tie the rope and kick the fucking chair.
Fuck.
Losing consciousness, my visions failing now.
The last thought on my mind was that I let you down.
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Spectre Sydney, Australia
Spectre is a metalcore band from the South Coast of NSW mixing elements of blackened hardcore, metallic metalcore and trap.
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